Today is my 31st birthday…it’s supposed to be a day of celebration, a day of thanks. I made it to see another year. Typically, I celebrate my birthday to the fullest. I am just so happy that I have been blessed with another year of life.  I was up so incredibly early this morning, and I spent time writing this beautiful post about transition and happiness and the love that I have from friends and family. Instead, I spent the better part of the morning sitting in my car in the parking garage at work crying my eyes out. As […]

For the past few weeks, I’ve been in somewhat of a rut – couldn’t write, couldn’t think, I was lost…but guess what, the randomness is back! And right when it came back, Micah started to drive me up a wall. Yes, I’ll admit it. Sometimes, he really just drives me absolutely batty. But he can’t help it, he’s 2. I just have to learn how to better handle myself from losing my mind in the process. Recently, he has been on a mission to wear the word Mommy into the ground. 99% of the time, it happens when I’m on […]

As I mentioned in Moving This Weekend…Am I Crazy?, Micah and I moved to a new and bigger apartment 2 weeks ago. It was definitely an interesting journey up to the move… I was having lots of anxiety about the move, you know those questions that you ask yourself when you are making a big decision – 1. Am I doing the right thing? 2. Will I be able to afford it? 3. How will Micah be impacted? 4. Why am I driving myself so nutty about this? When I finally got to a point where I realized that I was […]

I’m moving this weekend… Under normal circumstances, this would be a great sense of joy and excitement for me.  Instead, I’m completely freaking out.  I’m ready to pull my hair out in anxiety and frustration. We are getting a larger apartment, as the 1-bedroom apartment is not cutting it anymore. We have completely outgrown the apartment and I don’t have room for anything. I don’t even have room to put up a Christmas tree – now that’s just depressing to me! It’s well overdue for us to get a larger apartment and I’m looking forward to the move for that […]